Here to Help [RP for lionhearted_rabbit]

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Even when you've got lots of money and every possible reason to spend your winter break somewhere like Aspen for skiing or Costa Rica for avoiding winter altogether, or really anywhere you feel like it because it's not like your parents are the warm and fuzzy, leave Christmas cookies out for Santa types, there are still things that can bring you back home. For Vallieri, that thing was her little sister Alicia. As the older of the two, Valleri had always been the one to test the limits of their family's fortune and their father's patience, handing down the wisdom to make sure Alicia could have just as much fun with way less hassle.

So with freshman year halfway done, Valleri came back to the family house in Malibu. She was just finishing unpacking when she heard the door, figuring it was Alicia finally getting home from high school. Valleri bounded down the stairs, grinning. When she caught sight of her little sister, she shrieked happily and wrapped her arms around the smaller girl tight.

"Oh. My. God. I've missed you so much!"

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[lionhearted_rabbit]

While Valleri was just getting back from her first freshman semester of college, her fourteen year old little sister was, herself, just getting through her first freshman semester of high school. After seeing how easily Valleri had seemed to have it when she was in high school, Alicia had figured that when she got there, she would have her choice of friends and boys.

But... the reality was, she had started out with neither, and things hadn't improved by Christmas.

But, seeing Valleri had improved her spirits almost immediately.

"Val! Oh my god, I missed you too..."

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Valleri held on for a long time, just enjoying holding Alicia, even past the point where her body-- probably over-sensitized thanks to the amount of sex she was having at school-- was reacting to her little sister as another girl with a nice body. Finally, she pulled back, but still took a long look at the younger girl. "You look so pretty, Al," she told her, completing the set of their nicknames before grasping Alicia's hand.

They rushed upstairs into Valleri's room and Val pulled her sister into sitting on the bed beside her. "How are you? Now come on, I want to hear every detail of how much fun you're having. I remember freshman year."

[lionhearted_rabbit]

She found herself being held, and squeezed, and dragged to her sister's room. Her old room, which Alicia wouldn't admit that she found herself returning to.. more than a few times a week just to sit there and miss her sister.

Al and Val. That's what they'd always been.

She sat down beside her sister and sighed. "Mm. I think... that you remember freshman year a lot differently than I'm experiencing it." she admitted.

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Valleri frowned. "No way," she insisted. "You're totally hot, you're super fun to be around, you've got all of Daddy's money to spend... what's going on?"

For all of the lightness in her voice, she was genuinely concerned for her sister. High school was a jungle, a place where only the strong survived without scars, and Valleri knew how to make that wilderness work for a girl like her, or like Alicia. She shook her head.

"You're not in any kind of trouble, are you?"

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"N-no, not any kind of.. actual trouble." she replied, quickly. And then fell silent again.

"I mean. Uh. Some, I guess, but not like.. 'call the cops' trouble or anything like that." she amended.

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Valleri took both her little sister's hands in hers and fixed Alicia with a serious, concerned stare. "Okay, Al, that's enough dancing. Tell me everything, and don't spare the details. Whatever it is, we'll get you sorted out."

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She sighed. Had anyone else asked her about it, she would have shut her mouth and told them to go away. In far less kind terms. But this was Val.

So, she began. "I.. I guess I've had a hard time fitting in. I mean. Getting people to notice me. It just seemed so easy for you, but when I tried everything I saw you do.. well, I guess, there were just some girls that do it.. better." she said.

"So, the other night, there was this party. And I mean, of course I was invited." She might not be as good as Val was, but that didn't mean she wasn't off her game or anything.

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Valleri threw her arm around Alicia's shoulders and hugged her little sister tightly. The very last thing she'd wanted to do was leave the girl with too much to live up to, but it seemed like she had. "Okay, so what happened at the party?"

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Alicia was silent for a moment, then took a deep breath. "Umm..." she started. "I had a little bit to drink. And then I thought, maybe I needed to do something... I dunno. A little wild. In order to be cool. So there were these two boys..."

Val would probably already be able to see where this was going.

"They both fucked me. Like... at the same time."

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Valleri's eyebrows raised. It wasn't exactly what she'd expected her little sister to confess, but it was definitely not the worst possibility her imagination had been considering. She gave Alicia an understanding smile.

"Okay. Well, that's not something I did until, like, Junior year, but I've done it. Did you not like it? More importantly, did you really not want to? Did they force you?"

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She thought about that. "They didn't force me, but I...don't know that I particularly wanted to, either." she said, honestly. "They were just...there. And I was really bad at it, I think." she sighed.

"I'm just.. confused, I guess."

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Valleri hugged her sister even tighter, if that were possible. "Well, we can't have that happen again, can we? Listen to me, Al, what you do with your body is your business and your decision. Screw the whole football team after the game if you want to, as long as it's your choice. You're awesome and amazing and beautiful and you just need the confidence to make those decisions for yourself."

She tilted her head, brow creasing a touch. "Confused about what?"

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She hugged her sister tight, clinging as if she couldn't ever let go.

"Mmmh. I mean, it was... kind of my choice. It wasn't like they raped me or anything." she said. "But at the same time, about halfway through, I realized I didn't really want to be there, with them. You know?"

She rested her head on her sister's shoulder. "And the confusion is like.. I mean... that should have made me cool, right? Or at least, it should have been fun...?"

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Valleri leaned over and kissed her sister on the forehead. "Yes, sweetie. It should have been fun-- it should've been something you chose to do because you felt like it. And as far as making you cool, believe me, that's the last thing you should be thinking about. People will think you're way cooler for just doing what you want to do, no regrets and no giving a shit about other people's opinions."

She met Alicia's eyes with a determined look. "So what can I do for you, Al? What can big sis do to help you, or make you feel better?"

[lionhearted_rabbit]

She blinked, looking at her sister and seeing that determined look. She had always had fun with Val, but.. rarely had she seen the look that suggested that Val would do absolutely anything for Alicia. Alicia had always known it was true of course, it was just that it rarely ever had to come out so directly like that.

"Um... tell me what sex is supposed to feel like. I don't know if I was even doing it right.." she sighed. "I mean. they seemed to enjoy it, but it just wasn't that thrilling to me."

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Valleri frowned and blew out a breath. "Wow, hmm. See, the thing is, sis, no one can really tell you what good sex should feel like. I mean, you can read all the smutty stories you want-- and by the way, some of them are awesome-- but you kind of have to have a frame of reference."

Looking at Alicia, able to just about feel the younger girl's frustrations, Valleri opened a door in her head that she never thought she would. But there was nothing she wouldn't do for her sister.

"I know it's a crazy idea, but... instead of telling you, maybe I can... show you. You know, how good it can feel."

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This just caused Alicia to blush furiously.

"B-but... you're... my sister!" she exclaimed. Then just looked down at the bed and started processing it a bit.

"And besides. You're kind of, uh, missing something that I think is kind of necessary...?"

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Valleri shrugged. "I know, it's crazy, but... I don't know anyone else I would trust with you right now. You're my sister, and I'll do whatever it takes. Besides, it's not like it's escaped me that you're such a cutie." She gave Alicia a smile, at least trying to lighten the mood a little.

"That's lesson number one, Al. There's all kinds of sex, all kinds of ways to feel good. A lot of things you could do with a girl you could do with a guy, too-- if he knew what he was doing." She reached out and stroked her sister's cheek. "What do you say? Let me make you feel incredible."

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Alicia blushed at the compliment, and even more at the touch against her cheek. The touch that was.. just a little more than merely sisterly.

"I've..always thought you were pretty, too.." she said, though for her, it was far more of an 'admiration' thing than it was anything resembling lust. But, well, what was the worst that could happen by letting her sister, the person she did trust more than anyone else, show her what sex should feel like? It wasn't like she hadn't already had bad sex.

Can't apologize enough. Life has been... Ugh.

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"I promise, I won't do anything without asking you first," Valeri swore.

The hand at her sister's cheek opened and cupped the younger blonde's face tenderly. She wasn't seeing Alicia her sister now so much as she was seeing Alicia the amazing young woman who needed validation and encouragement and support.

"Can I kiss you?"

You're fine! Need to talk about anything? *hug*

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Alicia, who never, ever stopped seeing Val as her sister, just blushed fiercely at that.

Even though she was ready to feel whatever Val was going to show her.. there was still the mental block of her being Alicia's sister that she was still trying to get over.

"Y-yeah! Please..."

Thanks for the offer - this stuff is great therapy

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Valleri could feel the hesitation radiating from her sister, and she couldn't blame her for it. All she could do was move slowly and give Alicia every reason to stay and understand that anything they did was for the best.

Gently, she pressed her lips against the younger girl's. Slowly, Valleri worked her mouth against her sister's.

I'm glad! <3

[lionhearted_rabbit]

Alicia was still hesitant at first. On top of the fact that Val was her sister, the last time she had been kissed had.... well... ended up with her getting double-teamed at least partially against her better judgment, if not against her will entirely.

But that was then. This was now, and her sister was gentle and... always had her best interests in mind.

So, after a moment, her lips started moving in return. "Mmh..."

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"There you go, Al," she murmured against her sister's lips, which Valleri was happy to find soft and full against her own. There was a lot of promise in the way the younger girl started to kiss her back, if not a great deal of actual skill. Once Alicia had the confidence she deserved, Valleri knew, that would change quickly.

Her hands found Alicia's shoulders, holding them gently, stroking them lightly with her fingertips.

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Alicia gasped at the touch, even over her shirt. That gentleness was something she really hadn't felt before, and definitely not in this context. Sure, she and her sister played around a lot, and were used to a bit of gentle physical affection with each other, but...

...but, well, this was different.

"Oh, Val..."

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"That's it," Valleri sighed, "relax. Enjoy it. You deserve to enjoy it." She continued kissing the girl, lips working gently but encouraging Alicia to respond with every movement. Her hands glided over her sister's arms and stroked her hair and teased at her neck. After a bit, Valleri's lips started to travel away from Alicia's mouth, traversing her cheek and down to her throat.

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Alicia took in a breath, alternately tensing and relaxing with each new touch that her sister showed her.

"Val...can I ask you.."

She made yet another gentle moaning noise as her sister began kissing at her neck.

"Are you doing this... because you are my sister, or... because you desire me?"

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Valleri paused as she considered the question. Her sister's words worked their way through her head, picking at reasons and excuses and finally arriving at what the older girl recognized as the truth.

"Gotta be honest with you, Al... The idea was to help you, starting out." Her hands ran over the other girl's thighs. "But I'm also getting so turned on right now. Way more than I ever have with any other girl."

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Alicia appreciated the honest answer, there. She blushed a little when her sister mentioned other girls, though.

"You.. do this with girls.. a lot?" she asked, curious.

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Valleri chuckled. "I wouldn't say a lot, no. But it's happened a few times. Experimenting is one of the best things about going to college."

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She blushed a little. "And.. and it wasn't just to get the attention of some guy?" she asked, her curiosity piqued now. The fact that her sister's attention was making her heart race may have had a bit to do with that, too.

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Valleri giggled. "Oh, I done that plenty of times, too-- at least, you know, making out with a girl at a bar to get free drinks or whatever. But actually sleeping with a girl? That was always my choice, always because I was into her."

Or her and her boyfriend, she thought to herself, but kept it quiet, not wanting to overwhelm Alicia right at that moment.

"If it's your choice, there's no reason to cut yourself off from experiences that could be amazing."

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Alicia nodded at that. Then, looking into her eyes, she whispered, "I.. want you to show me, sis. Show me.. what it's supposed to feel like."

"I.. trust you."

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"And I love you, sis," Valleri replied softly. "I'll never do anything to hurt you."

She leaned in and kissed Alicia again, more firmly this time, letting her tongue quickly dart past the younger girl's lips a few times to taste her. While she did that, Val's hands reached down to her sister's waist and began to gather up the fabric of her top, sliding it upwards slowly.

[lionhearted_rabbit]

Alicia opened her mouth a little as her sister teased with her tongue, and lightly kissed that tongue in what she hoped was a sexy gesture. She... only knew what sexy looked like, mostly from watching her sister, but she wasn't quite sure what sexy acted or felt like.

Which was why her sister was doing this, she supposed.

She raised her arms so that Val could get her top off more easily...

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Valleri hummed lightly in appreciation, now that her sister was getting into it. "There you go, Al," she whispered hotly, "just dive in and do it."

Pulling Alicia's top free, Val tossed it aside, then quickly did the same with her own. She continued to kiss the younger girl, slowly deepening it, while her hands skimmed up Alicia's ribs before cupping her breasts through her bra.

[lionhearted_rabbit]

Alicia just gasped at that. Sure, the boys she was with before were...very interested in her breasts, however small they were. But her sister was...actually appreciating them.

"Mm..that feels good, Val..." she murmured gently.

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"That's the idea," Valleri said with a laugh before her kisses began to trail down Alicia's throat. She licked and nipped at the soft, smooth skin there as she descended, finally moving down to lavish attention on the small swells of her sister's breasts above her bra.

With her mouth just over Alicia's beating heart, Val's hands moved behind the girl, fingers deftly working at the bra clasp.

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Alicia smiled a little. "Mm. You're better at getting this thing off than they were..." she said. "They almost broke it. Dumb apes." she sighed. Bras were expensive.

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"Mm-hmm," Valleri agreed. "It's kind of a calculated risk. There are guys who are really good with clasps and laces and stuff, but you've got to be a different kind of careful with them."

She helped Alicia out of the bra and smiled hungrily at her sister. "They're beautiful, Al. Gimme." Without waiting, she leaned back down and closed her lips over one nipple, then the other, alternating.