She hugged her sister tight, clinging as if she couldn't ever let go.

"Mmmh. I mean, it was... kind of my choice. It wasn't like they raped me or anything." she said. "But at the same time, about halfway through, I realized I didn't really want to be there, with them. You know?"

She rested her head on her sister's shoulder. "And the confusion is like.. I mean... that should have made me cool, right? Or at least, it should have been fun...?"